I had just gotten home from work, Ashleigh called me to see if i was home yet. When I said yes, she started crying. She put her car in the ditch, and Hunter was with. I asked if they were ok, and drove the 2 miles to get them. Called the wrecker, he came and pulled it out and she drove home. Thank God my kids were ok. She could have easily rolled the car based on what happened. I don't know what I would do if I lost both of my living children.
1 week until the day I lost Matthew a year ago. It's making me a little...ok a lot...sad. And the close call with my kids was too much. Then I thought I'd be a great mom and watch "Secret Life" with Ash and Lexi. Until the girl on there lost her baby. I could not deal with it and excused myself within the last 10 minutes. I went out on the deck and cried. It was like reliving my experience all over again.
I'm really not sure how I will make it through the next couple of weeks. Faith, prayer, not sure what else I've got.
